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Wednesday, October 4th, 2006
2:19 pm - i need more quarters for laundry
Tuesday, March 14th, 2006

ha... that's the last time i updated my livejournal.
and there is still hardly anything to say!

I am fine. I'm away at Adrian College doing the whole music major thing.
Already finished a play and are in the process of rehearsing for the musical.
I'm coming home this weekend. YAY!

Josh is the-mazing. :)

the end.

current mood: calm

(5 forgotten kisses | kiss me today)

Tuesday, March 14th, 2006
12:21 am - ahhhh....
i just really don't think i can take anything anymore.
so much is changed.
i don't even consider half of you people friends anymore.
fuck that. fuck everything.
yea... even you. and you, too.

(6 forgotten kisses | kiss me today)

Sunday, December 11th, 2005
1:21 am - shake that laffy taffy
the car accident= bad (obviously)
however... my new used silver(ick) 2000 Jeep Cheroke Classis= YAY!
for those of you who know me well, you know that I have been obsessed with Cheroke's since they came out, and, except for the silver part, I am sooo excited!!
i'm a big girl, now, too. i am paying for some of it. lol

AND... because I have a car, I can still be CINDERELLA!
double yay!

I might be recording a demo with an awesome Jazz Band over break. I can't wait!
It's with Steve and Sean, the guitar player and drumer from The Macomber's band.
they're good. they asked me a few weeks ago to be their singer and I am just absolutely stoked.
we're probably recording At Last, Summertime, Night and Day, and maybe The Girl from Impanema.
the idea is to send it out to random little Jazz Clubs or resteraunts and get good paying gigs and make some extra cash. woo...

I changed my work schedule from evenings to days over break so that I can go to rehearsals and what not for Cinderella. and I took Sunday's off completely! YAY!

the perk of being a music major- few finals.
all I have is an exam and an essay and since I'm a wimp and took voice lessons 1600, I don't ever have a jury.
the downfall of being a music major- all my classes are 1 or 2 credits- so I have to take double to make sure I have enough to be a sophomore next year.
19 credit hours next semester. boo.

i have a choir concert alllll the way out in Dearborn tomorrow... booo!
if expressions wasn't performing, i would not be going.

those of you returning college kids BETTER call me to hang out!

current mood: sleepy

(2 forgotten kisses | kiss me today)

Monday, December 5th, 2005
10:52 pm - wasting the time away...
The Guilty GameCollapse )
stolen from Stephy D.

and for your amusement...
Open iTunes/iPod or Windows Media Player to answer the following. Go to your library. Answer, no matter how embarrasing it is.

How many songs? 1150

Sort by artist:
First artist: *NSYNC
Last artist: Zebrahead

Sort by song title:
First Song: 3x5- John Mayer
Last Song: Zero to Hero- Disney's Herculese

Sort by time:
Shortest Song: Introduction - Hot Hot Heat 0:04
Longest Song: Calgone - Incubus 16:04

Sort by album:
First Album: 8 Mile Soundtrack - Eminem
Last Album: Your Favorite Weapon- Brand New

First song that comes up on Shuffle: Many Rivers to Cross- Joe Cocker
How many songs come up when you title search for "sex"? 5
How many songs come up when you title search for "death"? 3
How many songs come up when you title search for "love"? 63
How many songs come up when you title search for "you"? 213
How many songs come up when you title search for "why'? 4

this is a record of most updates in a month since like 2003 or something, lol.
but now I have nothing to say.

current mood: bored

(1 forgotten kiss | kiss me today)

Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
6:35 pm - it's a perfect shade of dark blue, dark blue...
yea... i suck at life.

since last real update I saw the amazing Ben Folds in concert... haha... what a trip.
however, I no longer even talk to my old friend David Wenzel because we hate each other or something. lol.
I hate being a Macomber. I love the people, hate the group and our shows and everything else.
Fall Extravaganza was.... eh. lol. good thing nobody really came.
I saw Harry Potter the day it came out and was kinda dissapointed with their lack of following the book. I have yet to see Rent.
I miss all of my friends and i have NO clue when the LS X-mas concert is.
I love my pookie.

I got an offer from a friend to go and audition for the musical "Cinderella" out at Ridgedale Players in Troy because he was auditioning for the Prince and we had been talking about how much we wanted to do a musical and that show choir just wasn't cutting in it.
So the day of the audition, I decided to go. I had nothing prepared or anything, no idea where I was going, and I got home from school late, so I had 20 minutes to get all the way out to Rochesters Rd. and Long Lake.
But I went, sang "I know the truth" from Aida, and read through some lines, did a Waltz, and a landed myself the freaking lead.
Yup... I'm Cinder-fucking-ella.

But... then God decided he hated me and crashed my car to unrepairable circumstances which leaves me in pain and with no way to get to and from this amazing oppurtunity out in Troy.
Or to school or work for that matter.
grr.... my life gets so good and then someone decides I don't deserve it and takes it all away.
Oh well... I'm not too bitter.
I will find a way to do Cinderella... I don't care.

I'm supposed to be up at Grand Valley right now with Nick, Harry, and Spencer, getting wasted, but I have no car to get there with.


current mood: cranky

(10 forgotten kisses | kiss me today)

Friday, November 18th, 2005
10:13 am - good lovin'

umm... hello! I can't believe I am waiting until now to tell you this... I'm just dumb, sorry.
but that doesn't mean you shouldn't come if you can.

The Macombers present their annual...
Fall Extravaganza
Tonight: Friday, November 18th @ 8:00pm
at the Center for Performing Arts of MCC
located on Garfield and Hall Rd.
Tickets are $13 at the door.
also featuring: Expressions!

(i'm in that one 2)

I know, really last minute. But it would still be awesome if you could come.

current mood: anxious

(kiss me today)

Friday, October 28th, 2005
12:43 am - ...in the way she moves.
another update from moi! i know... crazy.
not much has changed.
Friday is a pay day, which means $300 in the bank, woo hoo!
I will need it for my trip up to WMU tomorrow to see the one and only... (drum role)
mmhmmm... this will be my, count them, 2nd time and he is amazing.
I'm going with Wenzle and co. It shall be fun.

I love not having classes on Friday, but I hate having rehearsal fo sho.
Oh well, lord knows we need. I am scared for our Fall Extravaganza. yikes.

speaking of which...
(Stephy, this is ESPECIALLY for you)
The Macombers big show this semester, The Fall Extravaganza, is Friday, November 18, at 7ish. I will make a bigger, more formal update with the rest of the details, but for those of you who already know, this will do. k? k.

still no complaints in the life of Danie B.
I am overworked, stressed, and always pressed for time, but I love every minute of it.
with my new healthy diet though, i have succesfully lost 4lbs and counting.
The only horrible part is the limit on time spent with old friends, or visiting friends away at REAL college. haha..

We had a show this morning at like 7am, which was kinda brutal, but way not as bad as the one on Sunday, drunk/hungover and working on 2 hours of sleep. I went to Coney for breakfast after though, and had me a tasty chilli cheese omlet... mmmmm.

My Auditions for the following schools are currently being sent in the mail to schedule:
Western Michigan University-
~Musical Theatre
~Vocal Performance
(still pretty positive I will chicken out on that one)

Central Michigane University-
~Vocal Performance/Music Education
~Still trying to get info on the Musical Theatre program.

Bowling Green State University
~Musical Theatre
~Music Education/Vocal Peformance

woo for leaving MCC

Sarah is home and I shall like to see her soon :)

*sorry Harry, I just got home and just got your message, and I have to up in 5 hours.

current mood: calm

(5 forgotten kisses | kiss me today)

Tuesday, October 25th, 2005
12:07 am - mah lovely lady lumps... check it out
i haven't been on livejournal in over a month.
no time, and i don't really care because most people just update with stupid pointless bullshit or they wine and complain about how everything sucks and yadda yadda. i went back and a few people's journals that i actually cared about, but if there was really something you wanted me to know, probably best to comment.

i just want to say that the stupid song about how that one band that likes all this random shit because it doesn't remind them of anything is just the dumbest song ever, and i hate it.
but not as much as Sherly Crow and her lame "good is good and bad is bad." i mean really... can we be anymore obvious? just die or something.

life is pretty good. really busy, but good.
working at Best Buy, school, Macombers.
i miss lots and lots of people, though.
The last 2 weekends i have rewarded myself though and gotten drunk and partied.
Saturday... omg. amazing. Went to a club with Jarrod, Jordan and his awesome friend Vallerie, got drunk, danced tons, and then went to some random ass hole in the wall after hours clubs for another hour and danced some more. i love gay bars.

so i am going to call aaron now and then go to sleep.
i love you all, or at least most of you, and you should comment with some love because i haven't talked to you in decades.

current mood: sleepy

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Tuesday, September 13th, 2005
9:20 pm - lets smoke pot
i have the most terrible short term memory ever.
and the shortest attention span.

me and mummy watched Gilmore Girls tonight.
i am in absolute love with that show. i think i might go and buy the seasons on DVD.
i really hope Roary doesn't give up Yale for her nasty boyfriend.

so unless i fail the pee-in-a-cup test, i have a job at Best Buy.
that will be pretty sweet cuz i need money, and i would work with Sarah.
i turned in an application at the ticket office at MCC and at PacSun, too.
any job would just be great right now.

i miss the following people:
Buttface, Duck, Dommy, Stephy, and Sarah.

i'm not in a good mood or a bad mood lately.
just really anxious i guess. something just needs to happen.
i cannot wait for NYC next year. ::crosses fingers::

i have a walk to take and italian homework to finish

current mood: anxious

(11 forgotten kisses | kiss me today)

Friday, September 9th, 2005
1:59 pm - walkin on, walkin on broken glass...
life is good right now. no complaints.

Happy Pants Off Week as of yesterday.
3 years ago this time, I spent all of my evenings in the EDHS auditorium with my pirates and fair maidens.

I GOT MY CAR BACK!! It's so pertiful.
I never wanna part with it again!
(unless it's for a Jeep Cheroke. hehe)

I skipped Music Theory and Ear training yesterday to go to LS with Jarrod to visit Show Choir.
I know, I'm a loser. BUT THAT'S THE ONLY PART OF HIGH SCHOOL I MISS! It's just cuz I love Ohrt and everyone so much. It was basically like we never left. Me and Jarrod helped teach choreography and stuff. lol. It was fun.
I got hired to go back every Monday morning to teach Chorale some of the dances because they are not doing so good.

My kidney's are feeling better.
I'm in the mood to party this weekend. WOOP

current mood: content

(3 forgotten kisses | kiss me today)

Tuesday, September 6th, 2005
10:55 pm - climbing those old rocky mountains again

"...they seek a penalty fifty fold for General Stanley's story!"

current mood: piratical

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Monday, September 5th, 2005
1:32 am - billy gilman is still alive?
Yesterday I ended up going to the Jazz Fest with my parents, and the Dentamaro's.
It was fun. We saw Dr. John, who my dad has already seen a billion times. he's so funny.
Me and Nick wandered down to Hart Plaza and sat on a wall by the river. It was smelly, but fun.
We ate dinner at Fishbones and watched Notting Hill on the car ride.
We lauged alot. Sometimes our family's get along tooo well.

I watched "Figthing Temptations" and "The Girl Next Door" last night with my mom.
Then I left at 1ish and went out with Aaron for a little drive.

Today I hung out with Nick. we got sub's and were driving down Beverly when who should be outside...
I freaked the fuck outta Nick and started screaching and hitting the window as we drove by and made him stop. We sat there and talked for well over an hour. It was nice... I miss her. <3

Attempted to sit out a Hold em' tournament at the Walsh's tonight, but I got bored.
Dave came and picked me up and we hung out for a bit.
He is a nerd. lmao

my kidney's hurt.
good night.

current mood: sleepy

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Saturday, September 3rd, 2005
1:47 pm - i <3 my iPod
I got into a car accident last friday. My car is not totaled, but has been in the shop since last Friday and will be there until Tuesday. TONS-O-FUN!
Wenzel is a saint, however, and has been driving me to school everyday. WOO!
His classes start like 2 hours before mine, though, so I had to get up extra early and sit in his car and listen to my iPod and read yummy books.

(The storm siren is going off)

This weekend I have a horrible Kidney Infection. LOL.
After puking several times in the middle of Macombers rehearsal, I spent most of my day yesterday in the ER.
They asked me the best questions ever! If I thought it could be an STD.
If I used heroine or cocaine. If I was an alcoholic.
If I ever attempted to slit my wrists? WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH THE PAIN IN MY RIGHT SIDE? LMAO
Oh well. WOO for drugs that make me feel better.

Other than these two rather big set backs, life is great.
I love school. I love Macombers.
Went to my first gay bar on Thursday. LMAO

Expressions is doing an accapella version of Respect. lol
I am one of the soloists.

Extra Thoughts:

I am watching Empire Records.
I <3 this movie.

I finally finished "The Half-Blood Prince."
I was heart broken and appalled and cried myself to sleep.

Anyone see Kelly Clarkson's horrible performance on the VMA's?
I was disapointed like woah.

I want Aaron to bring me the Cookie Batter Ice Cream thing.

I want to go shopping.

I hope buttface calls me for lunch.

I miss the LSHS choirs :(

I hurt. Leave me love.

current mood: bored

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Wednesday, August 17th, 2005
7:12 pm - good bye
Just FYI: The last post about not wanting to update ever... not an emo post and had nothing to do with lack of motivation in life, just not seeing the point in taking time out to update this thing on a regular basis.
But I decided since so many of us are going away again thanks to the start of a new school year, that this is the best way to keep up with everyone and see how they are adjusting.

Summer's basicly over, and I hated my summer. Not really for lack of fun, but mostly emotional turmoil.
Speaking of which... I have no idea how I feel about anything at the moment.
I am basicly numb.

Macombers had their woulda been retreat the last 3 days. Usually we go away to camp, but instead we went to the school every day at 8 and learned choreography until 5 with an hour break for lunch in between.
Twas actually kinda fun. Very productive. And I love the group tons.

I am very sick. Again.

I hate this so much. I don't know what to do, ever.
Every decision I make right now seems to be the wrong one.
I can't wait for school to start. I just need to be buried with work and Macombers.
18 credit hours should be enough to keep me busy.


current mood: numb

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Sunday, August 7th, 2005
1:24 pm
pretty sure i should have tons to say right now.
especially since to most i have all but fallen off the face of the earth.
but i really don't care to update right now... or ever for that matter.

current mood: contemplative

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Monday, July 11th, 2005
10:10 am - the only thing worse than not knowing, is thinking that I don't know...
umm.. up until Friday, I have nothing much to report.
on the 4th I had some people over and we swam and stuff, that's about it.
Worked last week. That equals money which I can always use.

Friday I worked. But Friday night was RBF! WOO!
I drove Tab, Anthony, Kenny, and their cousin Brad down to St. Andrews.
It was soooo awesome. I can't decide if last summer's show was better or not...
But I was sooo close this time I could smell their breath... ridiculous. I pushed my way all the way up to front-center from like middle-right. HAHA.. That's right.
I'm a tougher broad than you think. Don't fuck with me.
I made friends with the guy behind me and we defended each others spots all night. He was sweet.
I also got kicked in the face by a dumb bitch crowd serfing with boots on.

Saturday morning I woke up nursing battle wounds for my grad party.
My family and I were running around like chickens with our heads cut off at the last minute getting stuff set up. Does that suprise anyone? It sure as hell don't surprise me. That's always my family.
The party ended up being a lot more fun than I thought it would be. Even though I was crabby the whole time.
Thanks all that came, it meant a lot to me.
Screw all of you who didn't and don't have a good reason.
NATE WINN CAME! And he stayed for a couple hours, too! That made my night.
Ms. Ohrt came too! All us choir kids pulled out the old dances and put on a show for my guests. lol. It was a blast.
Afterwards the tossed me in the pool... fuckers. lol. Jarrod got put in too, though.
Girolomo cleared the party out with his Kareoking at like midnight or so.
But Jason Jarvi, Aaron, Miguel, and Mehgan(i know i spelt it wrong!) stayed till like 2ish playing uchre.

I am the proud new owner of a pink Mini iPod!
It was my late 18th b-day present from my Godparents from NY.
I have already filled all 4GB. :)

I am already off work for the day, so gimme a ring if you wanna do something.

the title to the song I am listening doesn't fit! WTF? how lame.

current mood: chipper

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Saturday, July 2nd, 2005
1:31 pm - i'm spoiled, by your love
I just sang at a friend of the families wedding and I feel horrible about it.
I HATE THE ORGANIST! He's a dick who doesn't give a shit about anything and changes keys and tempo's randomly.
I don't deserve $150 for that performance, and he deserves nothing.

An update a week... I'd say that's pretty good.

It's a small vocal jazz group taken out of the Macombers group.They sing a small set at all the shows accapella with tight harmonies and what not.I cannot WAIT to start!

I got a new laptop for my Birthday/Graduation.
I also had to use the $400 from community chorus on it, but oh well.
It's nice and I am in love with it. It's my new baby.

I have seen War of the Worlds and Bewitched this week.
I don't like sci-fi movies, but War of the Worlds was awesome.
Bewitched was just incredibly cute, and I wanna marry Nicole Kidman.

Dealey show down at the Shelter on Thursday.
I went down early with some of the band because I got ditched.
So I was down there like 3 hours early.
Aaron, Danny, Dan, and I went over to the Ren Center and got food and what not. It was soooo freeeekin funny. I love those guys. and Aaron and I got in trouble for him taking me in the guys bathroom with them. lmao. toooo awesome for words.
The show was awesome, as usual.
Mrs. Srot is my favorite mom of all time, though. She always hugs me and has like an hour conversation with me and what not. She told me I should have called and came down with them so I didn't have to sit down there for so long and told me that I was Dealey's #1 fan because I was always at the shows. tooo cute.
The Chasers were the headlining band of the night. They were cool.
I bought on of their CD's.

My grad party is July 9th, btw.
All are invited.
6 till whenever.

Today is my bestest friends grad party!! YAY BUTTFACE!
I am excited to see him family. :)

current mood: crazy

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Saturday, June 25th, 2005
2:32 am - Beverly Hills, that's where I want to be...
my summer thus far... sleepin in and swimming in my pool. not much else.
yuuuup... good times i s'pose.
people should call me to hang out, we could all swim.

i cleaned out my car! YAY!
it's not sticky anymore from random tea and honey spills.

boo pistons for losing last night.
yay for Jason Jarvi getting drunk. lmao

fireworks tonight. that was fun.
ended up with John, Nick, Anthony and his little sis, Sarah, Dan Boike, Dreea and the 2 adorable kids she baby sat, Lon(?) who brought a blanket, lol, and I saw Miguel which was flippin awesome.
John and Nick ended up coming over and swimming in my pool. Then me and John walked around a dead SCS from about 2-2:30ish. We almost got shanked AND saw a possum. lol.

I think I am gunna take a road trip next week one day and go to Cedar Point.
I don't care what day, which ever one is best for whoever else wants to go.
So if you want to go... comment.

Grad parties tomorrow....


and to those of you who it applies to.... July 15th isn't the choir party because it's Jarrod's grad party.
poo that, I know.
have no fear, we will come up with a date.

current mood: cheerful

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Sunday, June 19th, 2005
10:41 pm - stop eating the cookies!
What the fuck is the big deal about MySpace?
My 14 year-old brother has one now! WTF?
I don't even have a MySpace!

Yesterday was fun. I ate cotton candy for the first time in ever.
Nick at a sausage and he kept one warm for Ashley. lol
He is my B.F.F. truely. 12 years and counting...
It was goooood to see Ashley. :)
AND I SAW SARAH M'S BABY!! She is beautiful.


Hey John- I am eating superman ice cream! mmmmmmmm....

current mood: giddy

(6 forgotten kisses | kiss me today)

Saturday, June 18th, 2005
3:07 am - random quote time...
ummm... great night at the fair tonight with sarah.

"Don't worry, it's one of the girls names."

"Are you Carnie?"
"No... I'm Ryan"


Another great night at the Cruise tomorrow with Sarah.

Call me if you are down on Gratiot tomorrow, I should be around pretty much the majority of the day, and all of the night. i'd love to see ya... most of ya anyway.

current mood: excited

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